Hand picked from God

I secretly wish I was named Eli: yet at the same time I don't want to discard my given name, Melody. Hence melod-eli. It's beautiful: my true name.

Poetics are my way of thinking: original.
I have this problem where I can't function if I am too similar to another individual: there's no use having two of me, so why should I exist?

I'm not sure what exactly I'm going to put here: it's more for a following site: finding inspiration for my work when I need it.
I'll do my best to keep myself entertained: no promises.